road thoughts

After all, even with all the trouble, you still put a stupid smile on my face all the time.
If I look up to the future, you're the only one I can see; and I cant help but smile.
I worry all the time - about everything. Boys, cigarettes, diseases, your family, your happines. The list goes on. And yes, I'm jealous.
I always want a little bit of you - and I'm learning to accept I'll always have less than the computer.
I'm cold, and I dont know if I can change that. But I can try and be closer.
I dont know what went wrong, nor if I'll find out. But I'm not willing to let go without good fight.
When I think about it, I remember how it felt eveytime I dreamt about you being with someone else - and I dont know if I could stand that in real life. Therefore, I dont know if I can keep my promise of always being close if you're with someone else (at least for a while).
And that's it for today.