I'm awfully tired of it at times. Like now. Dont you just wish you could take vacation of yourself for a few days? It would be quite nice, indeed.
Or, dont you just wish you knew what to do with it instead? Dont you wish you knew all the answers, or at least enough to solve your most urgent and anonoying problems?
I do. I've got a handful of problems going on right now. Maybe I'm overreacting to them, but I think they're just as big as they seem for me - not for anyone else who looks from behind the glass. Sometimes it feels like I am the one behind it.
Thing is, I'm not good at solving problems. I'm not good at anything, really. I'm not cut out for anything as well - and apparently anybody too.
You know, T've learned that I'm a good person, as long as I stay in a distance. Once I get too close, th I'm things start to go bad. I'm learning that I've been trying, for years, to change who I am, and it was all in vain.
So, I'm cutting the selfish, destructive, maniac-depressive crap and going straight to the point: my life's inertia is here for a reason and I can't get rid of it, no matter how hard I try.
So, me, let's stop with the useless attempts and start living the way you're supposed to be.
You're by yourself, mate. And ain't nothing you can do 'bout it.
Try to change it and someone will get hurt; so, save it for yourself. Dont get to close; only enough to be the friend they need you to be. Follow the script. Cover your roles. And just get by. Be the same cold old you, you can't change that - and now, there's no point.
Just be you - and who you're supposed to be.
What about who you want to be?
Well, that doesnt really matter, does it?
It ain't gonna save you, girl.
It'll just hunt you down. And it can run faster than you.
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