#nostalgia

malex revival night.

cold

ice burns [2]

scale

If right now all she needs me is as a friend, then that's what I'll be.

#nowplaying

"and love is not a victory march, its a cold and its a broken hallellujah..."

sometimes...

I wanted a message too.

the things I hate

You see, the worst thing is to know that your heart's mine, but you're not. You like me, but we're not together. You're not just my friend and you're not my girlfriend. I'm absolutely nothing.

Then it comes that no matter how hard I try, I cant make you see what you mean to me. You say you're overrated and it sounds like a fuckin' disrespect to my feelings for you, like you dont even know how I feel. It hurts. Makes me feel useless and defeated.

I cant win a war against myself, you know? Against a cold, underestimated me. 'Cos it seems like this is the version that's on the surface all the time. I cant make myself useful to you, no matter how hard I try, everyone still seems better than me.

You're not illuding me. I know I wont have another chance with you. Not now. Maybe someday, years from now. But not now.

I'm just lost. I dont know what to do and I cant make you feel less lonely, less alone. I understand why I dont have a new chance. I was a shitty girlfriend anyway. I just wanted you to know, to FEEL, that I love you. But you never felt it, did you? I cant make you. I'm sorry.

battle

and eveyday that goes by it becomes more clear that I'm fighting a lost battle...

rip

forgive me for my patethic little being, for this lack of self confidence that leads to your hurting everytime, for doing you wrong a million times, for being so afraid, so helpless, and so accusing. for making your life a hell, for not being enough, for not being anything.

you should just shoot me dead, ridiculous little me.

brake

a broken hand. a broken smile. a broken day. a broken heart.

yes it's true

Loneliness took me for a ride

bye

ATUALIZAÇÃO

(no you shouldnt say it. I would, I usually do. You just dont like losing time and cut to the chase. you're not rude babe, dont worry)

sem mais delongas

"vou acordar cedo amanhã. boa noite, durma bem. beijo, te amo. até amanhã"

say so (you want to)

Every place I go I think of you
Ever song I sing I sing for you
When I come back you'll wear my wedding ring

...song

Samishii yoru ni wa hora boku ga uta wo utatte ageru yo
konna yoru ni wa yaku ni tatsu hazu namida mo egao ni kaete miseru
yagate kono omoi ga kimi no moto e todoke kimasu you ni
sotto sotto kimi no yume wo miru itsumademo kimi wo utai tsuzukeru

yawarakana kaze no fuku gogo no naka de
ai wo kataru uta wo utaou
gikochinai kotoba de tsutaeru yori mo
subete wo kono boku no uta de tsutaeru kara

white envy

I wish I could have it too...

rejection issues

not good for your selfconfidence

Metal Heart

redhead would be proud.

what...

...do you do when your life is falling apart?