Dear Universe

Would you please conspire on MY behalf one time, just for a change, PLEASE? I would be thrilled. Thank you, very much.

Useless, invisible and miserable.
Those old feelings that never goes away.


And I miss u, but don't I know if I'll ever have you again.
I'm the last one on the list. Unconfortable and unhandling. You dont know what to do to me.

Should you stay or should you go?

Tic toc tic toc.

Time's up for me.

Fall

When I fall
Darling hold me
'Cause when I fall
I will take you with me.

Corrosive

just like acid.

Olive Penderghast feelings... again.

'Cos I've always been alone, but I've never felt so lonely. Again.

1,2,3,4,5,6...

The silence of that day still drowns me.
But it's older than that and I begin to wonder if I still have a place.
Replaced.
I've been drowning ever since.

In my head

Ousite there's just silence; pressuring, overwhelming silence.
On the inside, caos and confusion. Restlessness.
There's no room for me anymore.

I think I'm going crazy.

Here we are, falling apart, and I cant help but think of them every single day...

Drown

into fiction so I can forget reality.