Quando eu digo que talvez estejam certos quando dizem que vc deveria ficar longe de mim, não é porque eu quero. É porque eu tô cansada de fazer você sofrer.

That's how I feel

It's funny how
Even now
You still support me after all of the things that I've done
You're so good to me
Waiting patiently
And isn't it sad that you still have to ask if I care?

I never said I was perfect
But I can take you away

Walk on shells tonight
Can't do right tonight
And you can't say a word
Cause I leap down your throat
So uptight am I

I never said I was perfect
But I can drive you home

I got down on myself
Working too hard
Driving myself to death
Trying to beat out the faults in my head
What a mess I've made
Sure we all make mistakes
But they see me so large that they think I'm immune to the pain

Walk on shells tonight
Can't do right tonight
And you can't say a word
Cause I leap down your throat
So uptight am I

I'm praying for a miracle
But I won't hold my breath
I never said I was perfect
But can you take me home

Feliz aniversário

Eu só queria dizer "eu te amo", e tudo que eu ouço é um "ninguém se importa comigo" e um "eu sou sozinha no mundo".

Eu desejo, de verdade, que você consiga achar alguém que te faça muito, muito feliz mesmo. Você merece.

Dear Universe

Would you please conspire on MY behalf one time, just for a change, PLEASE? I would be thrilled. Thank you, very much.

Useless, invisible and miserable.
Those old feelings that never goes away.


And I miss u, but don't I know if I'll ever have you again.
I'm the last one on the list. Unconfortable and unhandling. You dont know what to do to me.

Should you stay or should you go?

Tic toc tic toc.

Time's up for me.

Fall

When I fall
Darling hold me
'Cause when I fall
I will take you with me.

Corrosive

just like acid.

Olive Penderghast feelings... again.

'Cos I've always been alone, but I've never felt so lonely. Again.

1,2,3,4,5,6...

The silence of that day still drowns me.
But it's older than that and I begin to wonder if I still have a place.
Replaced.
I've been drowning ever since.

In my head

Ousite there's just silence; pressuring, overwhelming silence.
On the inside, caos and confusion. Restlessness.
There's no room for me anymore.

I think I'm going crazy.

Here we are, falling apart, and I cant help but think of them every single day...

Drown

into fiction so I can forget reality.

Escrever ou não?

Tá dificil competir.

punch in the stomach

i try and try not to care every time, but its just no use. it gets to me.

a punch in my stomach every time.